tell tale signs of slippery slopes

1. you facebook stalk
2. you further facebook stalk
3. you continuously facebook stalk...

ooooh there we go again...

What is it to you? a crutch? a security blanket? a safety net? or video on demand?

or the second most wonderful thing ever

Leap of faith, take the jump, embrace the fall.

If you hurt take it on the chin.

But if it works...

Yesterday,
All my troubles seem so far away,
Now it looks as though they're here to stay
Oh I believe in yesterday...

Suddenly,
I'm not half the man I used to be
There's a shadow hanging over me
Oh yesterday came suddenly

Why She
Had to go I don't know She would not say
I said
Something wrong now I long for yesterday

I think about it ever so often, Its a hope, a thought, an uncertain path yet to be trod, nothing but wishful thinking, a fairy tale, and a dream so sweet you know its not real.

You over analyze it, think over every action reaction conversation. You jump to conclusions, and as emotions cloud better judgment and love overrules reason, safety net cut, free fall, strings frayed harness ripped spiral down slowly turn to hard fall.

When all things point to desired outcome but skeptical voice shouts worse case scenario. When gut feelings favour fleeting seasons of light emotion but better reason says no. You hope and pray for desired outcome, to prove your sad skeptical voice wrong, to show that there is hope to show that things to work out and that there is such an emotion and that for once just once you might have done something right.

But truth be told. The answer is no. So where then do we go... broken hearted tears rolling you turn back to the start your heightened happy state down to zero.

Time will tell it always will =)

I wish I had a machine that would translate my thoughts into words. It would make blogging and writing so much easier. I think everyone needs a korean drama fairy tale ending. I think everyone needs a break. I think everything could be so much simpler. I think things never work the way you hope they do.

But I can't keep on running
No I just can't keep on running away from here
I know that the only way to be is to fight my every fear
I'm not going to make it 'til I turn around and face it alone, I know
I can't just keep running, no I just can't keep on running away
So it stops today

You limp on, staggering but pressing onwards towards what seems to be the finish line but could just as likely be a mirage. Your right leg bounding forward, a bounce in your step, filled with energy filled with joy; Nothing can go wrong for you, the world and time spins in your favor, everything is working out just right, everything is going your way, what can stop a man on top of the world? Your left leg dragging behind you, heavy laden and weighed down by the crushing burdens of emotions and the world, nothing goes right for you, your left foot is chained to the pains and shackles of emotion and wishful thinking and dreams soured. Everything is against you everything is grey, the rays of hope cannot pierce through the canopy of dark clouds, it rains, rains only on you. Nothing goes your way. And so you continue this awkward waltz struggling to contain the joy, fighting to breathe.

Emotional conflict, a two way battle, tearing your heart in two. You should be happy but yet you are burdened and confused.

And that really doesnt help your predicament.